June 22, 1998

I had to do it. We ran from those
things — helping each other to survive.
But Robert started to show the
symptoms. I had to do it. Those damn
things are pure evil.

There was no other way. He would
have done the same if it were the other
way around. After I put him out of his
misery I had to just put him in the
bathroom. Now I'm probably the last
one....

How could this happen? I'll never
forgive myself for being part of this
project. Eventually I'll get what's
coming to me, though. There's no way
to escape from this nut house. It's just
a matter of time now.